bitter doors

© 2015 harper blue music

are you rea-rea-rea-rea-ready to go home alone
well i am drea-drea-drea-drea-dreading it it’s the unknown
am i so stu-stu-stu-stu-stuck in my peculiar ways
they’re only pe-pe-pe-peculiar to my alien race
so am i out of my mind
or are you just stuck inside yours
or is it something we’ll find
that lies between these bitter doors
you wanna know know know know what’s happening inside my head
but i can’t tell tell tell tell tell there are no words for it
what do i call call call call call a color i’ve never seen
how do i make make make make make a sound i’m still hearing
so am i out of my mind
or are you just stuck inside yours
or is it something we’ll find
that lies between these bitter doors
i get so hung up on the ways that i am different
but when there’s music i start movin’ to the rhythm and
i noticed that you do the same, but when
you flash a smile and i can’t read that expression, is
it just ironic, is it happy, or is it chagrined
or something else that i can’t name
i don’t feel safe
just out of place
i don’t feel sane
i don’t feel sane
i don’t feel sane
so am i out of my mind
or are you just stuck inside yours
or is it something we’ll find
that lies between these bitter doors


This is probably going to be the last song I write in 2015. Here is an acoustic demo video with predictably poor phone cam audio.

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